To feel safe
Riding in the subway
yet hold the truth
That anyone can
Push you down onto
The tracks
In an unguarded
Waiting moment
To call after God,
Or whatever name
I know it by
And also urge
For accountability
For the harm
Its Body has inflicted
On to Chanie Wenjack
The system taught me
That I can only be
Either an addict
Or a good son
It's strange, then
When an addict
Can't get away from the pipe
That he is ripe
Or condemned
To be salvaged by 16th
During his regime
Of terror
Of war
Of chaos
Of my aunties
Condemning, on a Thu, the choices
Made by the poor,
Limited as they are
Then tearfully singing
Amazing Grace
How great thou art
The following Sun
I wonder, then
How would I have faired
Had I lived in the Philippines
During 16th's regime?
Would I still be alive today
On my re(dis)covery journey
Gainfully employed
As a Treaty person
With the ability to
Send remittances back home
And offer peace of mind
For my own family
Siya taga salo
"They catch"
But, who catches the catcher?
With compassion
Sweet kisses
Soft hugs
Tender words
He catches himself
For, it has always been him
Even when he forgot
That he has always been capable
Na salo-en sarili nya
"He can catch himself"
Himself is a tapestry
Of all the people
He's met
And works, chats
Hangs out and laughs
With
Shares a space
With folks who say, "here,
Jose, come sit with me"
Or, would 16th
Have already salvaged me?
By: Jose Cacho
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