This time last year, I took up writing/blogging again. It was mostly to process my recent activity with crystal meth. My memory is foggy, but I think my last use was Oct 28th, when I confessed to Manny that I had been using for the past several weeks.
"I need you. I can't do this without you," he said to me, matter-of-factly. No begging. No guilt trips. Just facts.
It's amazing what difference a whole year have made. I've never been more content and happy. I still get frustrated, sad, disappointed, angry, and all the other wonderful emotions that we human beings experience But I think I'm able to process them all a bit better. I am lucky to have a supportive husband, family, and community.
To anyone who reads my blog: thank you for being on this journey with me.
Curious, if you're up to it, pls let me know where you're reading from by commenting here (anonymously, if you like).
Here's to more years of art-making.
Your kasama,
J
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